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4.10.08
i need a b r e a k. office politics is tiring. it seems like i have a grudge with the newly posted in YSL. still unhappy with some old L. this is never ending. due to our different nature of work and even the arms badge on our uniform is different, cohension in SD coy is impossible. no one wants to say it out blatantly, but it is true, there is no way we can work as one. i dun even know half of the people in my coy, and thats on the commanders level only. ohmytian. the world is so sick. people with things on their shoulder trying to push the blames around when things happen, and eventually passing the bomb to those innocent chevron. this is so ugly. all my childhood vision of the organisation is gone. the truth hurts. edmund is seriously unhappy about it, but he cant do much. it is not within his power to change anything, he is too weak, he draws 760 a month only; all he can do is to wait for the day he can shout ORD LO. |