8.11.08
back from the land of dim sum. going to take a lot of shit for the next few weeks. even my new year is schedule to be in forest. but its not like i got any plan to start with. i'm not independent by nature, it is just that i grow up without anyone to depend on. i'm not strong by nature, it is just that the environment doesnt allow me to be weak. i'm not confident by nature, it is just that people around me lack self belief. i'm not idealistic by nature, it is just that i cant stand the mindset of the majority. i'm not stubborn by nature, it is just that i stand by my view more loyally than others. i'm not rash by nature, it is just that i cant stand the delay caused by slow action. its not nature, its nurture. darwin's law of evolution. |