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2.1.09
they say u should never write a new year resolution when u are not in a state of stable mind. i agree. but i shall try to suppress the angsty feeling in me for a few minutes. but b4 i carry on, i must say something FUCKINGBLOODYDUCKCHICKENGOOSEPORKBEEFJGJSDHGJKHAGHADJHCHEEBININACHICHICH the feeling i feel right now is like you miss 4D first prize by one digit, like you miss A by half a mark, like you complete a tedious work assignment and suddenly everything got deleted and you forgot a save a backup copy. something like that. back to new year resolution. or rather new year prediction. it is some sort of a tradition for me, every year i will make a prediction of the near future. last year my prediction of 2008 is the year of change. whereby your circus of friends change, your lifestyle change, your habit change, your character change. true enough, i gained some friends and lost many. i serve army and has a weird lifestyle. i started clubbing, and stop, and start to coop up at home on every weekend. i start to be more grumpy and doubtful of things. my house oso change as it is newly renovated on a small scale. EVEN US president become obama with his CHANGE is coming campaign. i cant remember 2007 one, but you can always go find the archive. some way or another, the new year prediction will make sense. this year, 2009, the prediction is that it is the year of pain. yes, pain. 2009. where many stuff i have are scarified. things important to you will be taken away from me. things not important to you will still be taken away from me. lang lang suck thumb will be use very often by me, on me, for me. but pain comes with gain. more pain, more gain. they say the greatest pleasure on earth is whats comes after the toughest shit. on a side note, i just burned new year. and i am going to burn chinese new year. HIGH 5! |