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27.8.09
i'm not good in handling emotions, especially my own. thats why i usually fade out from awkward situation.i tend to try to escape when things get too emotional. i hide all my emotions when i'm outside. i dont like it when people get too close to me, in terms of feeling. when things go wrong, i'll hide myself and try to go to sleep, as if sleeping will allow me to go to a carefree dimension. i choose to throw away bad memories rather than facing it. i'm a coward when things really matter to me. too personal and i'll bail out. i'd realised that i'd hurt many people because of my incapability of open up myself and my dishonesty with my feelings. i'm sorry to all those that matter. |