13.12.09
 sometimes i have to constantly lie to myself to keep myself in check. priorities in my life are all confined by the social obligation given by the society i live in. deep down, there is a few scenes that exists. all i want for my life is to fulfill that few scenes. i never know when these scenes appear, but all i know of this scenes are just bits and pieces. i know a particular one involved a glass house restaurant near a garden during a rainy night with some light traffic around it, giving the restaurant a mixture of car lights and the orange glow from the streets lamp. it was only until a few years ago, then i realised the glass house Fish and Co at park mall fit most of the description. But then again, i had that scene in my mind long before i realised the existence of Fish and Co. In that scene, i was having my meal with someone ( unidentified ) strange... but from then on, streets lamp glow in rainy night entice me more than any scenery. on a sleepless night like tonight, the best thing to do is to let your mind wander. dont do what people wants you to do,but do what you want to do at the moment. thats the beauty of life. |