26.3.10
 my greatest regret in life is that i was born in Singapore. everything that i like about life, i cant find in Singapore. as i grow up, society expectation just weight down on me. sometimes i just want to break free of this suffocating environment. i seek a free and peaceful lifestyle, whereby after a casual day of work, i can proceed home to enjoy family bliss. i always feel that life at its simplest is at its fullest. growing up in singapore makes me greedy for more, especially when you see others having things you dun have. the process of wanting more is just a never ending viscous cycle. you know you will never be contented, but yet you just continue to prevent yourself from losing out. i can handle stress. i can work well under pressure. but i wont enjoy anything at all. every day i just ask myself, is this what i want? i cannot find an answer, because growing up in singapore, nurture has overtake nature. i want a peaceful and simple life, but yet i need a financial comfortable lifestyle. my greatest regret in life is that i cant follow my heart. |