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5.3.11
sat end, just like that. and then sun will end, also with a blink of an eye. in fact, next week will come and pass without me noticing, Prelim too will come and pass, the long study break from work, the exam, all will come and pass. then 2011 will reach the end and before I know it, it's 2012 and I'm 23, 2 years away from my target age of 25 where I got my next 10 years all figured out. then like 2011,2012 will zoom pass without any delay. in fact when I think about it, the last decade was a blur, like something out of a old singapore TCS drama, like channel 5 growing up series. you can't be sure whether it is real or mixed with dreams and tv. i'm pretty sure it was colored and not yellowish like my current memory of it. time pass. very. fast. and I still haven't figure out what I want with my life. the void is there, the gap is there. and time just won't tell. above rantings is the result of sleeping in afternoon and waking up totally blur with what's going on because the sky looks like morning. |